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Thursday, September 1, 2011

Rolling with the punches.

Life has given me some shitty hand outs this year.  I'm not liking it.  But....I'm trying my best to suck it all up, lift my chin up and keep on trucking.  I am trying to be strong and brave.  I am trying to think of it like the ocean and when your swimming and you get that first big wave that knocks you on your ass.... you come up and don't know where the hell you are...you got water up your nose...it feels terrible.  Then the ocean calms down...now you like it...yeah, this feels nice.  You turn your back and another wave is coming to knock you down......  Yeah...I'm caught in the wave and right now it's not feeling so good.  I'm trying to roll with it....  I do realize that life is short and if you spend too much time feeling sorry for yourself you will spend your whole life time that way.  I am trying NOT to do that.  But when things get rough...it's hard not to keep thinking about it.  Being strong is not easy.  I don't know how my Mom did it.  Yet.....no matter the circumstances and how bad it really was...she always told us it would be alright.  Yeah......I need to hear that.  <3

2 comments:

  1. I know exactly what you mean! Hope you are floating on your back in peaceful waters soon.

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  2. hold on tight and wait for the calm...it will be alright, your mom was right. take care dear one.

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